This is me. A girl who is super insecure, wakes up to a mental list of things she wants to change. Hates that people tell her she doesn't look her age (37) which makes me feel older. This is a girl who has killed it professionally, but still feels like she hasn't accomplished anything in life because she doesn't have a family of her own. This is a girl who's family tells her she isn't "womanly" enough, she looks terrible in her glasses and is too thick. "Cover up" my mother says when I am not in my "goal" weight. This is a girl who wishes she loved herself as much as she loves other people.